My first real crush... and today, the oshi I love is taking me for herself... Asuka Komine (26) For 26 years, I've never had a girlfriend... never even had sex. My life has been painfully dull-- Even at work, I'm basically invisible. Even someone as pathetic and empty as me finally found an oshi for the first time in my life. Sonoka Shirahana With her calm presence and gentle smile, she captivates everyone. Like a fragile white flower-- And foolishly, I've fallen into a "serious crush" on her. She's just showing me a dream. We live in completely different worlds. ... At least, that's what I thought. Then one day, out of nowhere, she was waiting for me at my front door, and before I knew it, we ended up in a physical relationship. The real her... had an incredibly large chest. She'd been hiding it because it gets in the way of her dancing. Now that I've touched a secret no one else knows, I can't stay just a fan anymore-- I feel guilt, a sense of taboo... and even a bit of superiority. Even after that, she keeps appearing before me, tearing apart my empty life and hollow heart, dragging me along and turning everything upside down. Before I knew it, my days revolved around her, and I became consumed by the fear of losing her... and the desire to have her all to myself. And still, she appears before me, smiling. Sonoka-san... what are you thinking? I never knew that falling in love could hurt this much. Female-dominant 58 main pages (English product description provided by "Link-Link".) Please be aware that limited-time exclusive content is not included in the translated versions of products which have been translated via the Translators Unite project.